untitled

in this hypochondriatic state
i am insecure but
i leave it to fate
and deter the attention
shoved in my direction
and they won't understand
all I want is affection or love

left in mind-shattering solitude
watch your attitude
young lady and mind
your manners
show your gratitude
stay sane

too many expectations
shoved on me
you go on vacation
I've lost motivation
I've lost life
return to me
i yearn to be free
and alive

By: Heather Johnson